it's the same 'ol stuff over and over again....eh, such is life (comme ceci, comme cela)

“comme ceci, comme cela,” (like this, like that)
thats all i really have to say about that,

LIFE is seeming more like a cycle to me lately,
you come back to old things, then you go off to new things,
then ya do it over, and over again,

but i guess once you’ve changed, things get a lil different,

with an addition to enough new things,
and stifled exposer to old things,
those olds things just aren’t the same anymore,

for me, it could be the year away from home,
and the seemingly non-sensual “disconnection”
i’ve seemed to developed with some close friends of mine,
or simpler it could just be that i, myself, have changed,
and maybe just a lil too much for my own good,

i donno, its my first day back,
eh, its the luck of the draw i guess,
should’ve come back when they really missed me, lol.

well, it really doesn’t matter anyway,
home is where the heart is, and its just seems like i’ve misplaced mine,
what i’m trying to say is that home just doesn’t feel like home anymore,

and well, since i’m not gonna be here for most of this “vacation” of mine,
i guess i shouldn’t worrying about “mending the ties...,”
whatever that means, lol